29 May 2008
Its 10mins plus to going home.. and ard 6 more working days to the end of IA..
its kinda sad.
Will the friendships forged in the past 6 months be lost?
Willl teh people here forget me? my name isnt that easy to remember.. or even to pronounce in the first place.
Hope they'll.. i intend to apply back
wahahaha
AND COME ON. give me a good IA grade. my sup said he gave me a good report.. DON Screw up now pls.. NTU's system..i m tryign damn hard to have faith in your.. ' i don do what i preach' sh*t
i toured the outerspace at
4:12 PM
__i've been whisked away by shuicai__

i fellll sick and at 730 yesterday morning i can still decide whether i want to leave for work, or clinic.
theres 50bucks medical benefits for interns and i intend to visit the private clinic which is mayb 5 blocks away.
BUT in the end.. i decided on the polyclinic. Cuz its just 1 block away and theres the super duper convenient sheltered walkway from my house to the entrance of it.
OK.. helped the company save money.
FYP selection is disgusting. It is some conspiracy to let those who did well(1st class) do better and those who are average do worse...
The regulation states that the preallocation can only be decided next month (or whenever..its JUST SUPER NOT THIS WEEK) But everyone already has someone in mind. Probably some 1st class student who can help them get teh COrrect results for their fyp. HEY COME ON.. give us a chance and you will noe we are definately better at project management than some geek who noes so much about everything else.
Most profs have also conveniently pre allocated their 'A' projects(noe which projects suppose to get A)..
thats sick.. cuz even if the other projects that weren't pre-allocated are interesting... we cant choose them.. its a Interest Vs Practicality balance can!?? If we were allocated the projects that ain suppose to get A.. no matter how hard we try.. we won get A.. DON tell me otherwise.. from the way i c it. if you already have 4 students who are going to publish journals, tell me how the hard work of those who will not publish journals will be comparable to them.
hard work =/= accomplishment, but it seems that accomplishment will determine how much of your hard work is recognised.
Been taking train to work everyday?
Do you take the elevators?
I took it the other morning and noticed how a simple activity like 'taking the elevator during rush hour' reflects the selfishness of people.
A typical scenerio.
A woman noticed that the elevator is on the 2nd floor.
SUDDENLY she start to accelerate beyond imagination and rushes into the lift.
I am 2 steps away from her. so i stepped into the lift before she press close.
Another lady who is around 10 steps aways rush towards the lift while starring thankfully at us.
As she comes nearer and nearer, the lift door closes on her.
I can only stare.
The lady who went in first has been pressing the 'door close' button at such a high frequency right after she step into the lift. Finally i saved the woman outside by pressing teh door open button. the lady den comes into the lift glaring at the 1st woman.
COMe on. this is dumb. the lift ain yours even if you step into it first. By pretendign you din c the woman outside doesnt make her disappear. i was disgusted.
i think one of my frens did that too.. while we were in a rush. thats why i wld ALWAYS take teh escalator unless i am travellign with her. i don wan teh door closing on me. or pretend that the person outside ain there. or watch the replay of 'human selfishness-the elevator'.
I saw my neighbour's kid peeing through the holes in the wall along the corridoor to like the first floor. His mom was beside him and blocking him from my view.
Hey i m not racist k. BUt seriously, thats sick k. I hate that kid. He is a freaking monkey. Damn noisy. always screaming. The family is from india. He is totally a babaric monkey. his mother? Some stupid woman who is inconsiderate and probably another monkey.
Ok.. why are people racist.
let me explain. Theres another family of india-indians living on my level. they are teh most proper people. with a cute kid who speak mandarin, parents who valeu education and most importantly, they practice the norms of our society.
BUT we always say it takes one to spoil the whole basket . my disgusting monkey like neighbours. did that disgusting peeing downstairs thing. first thot across my mind was..'EWWW, i won allow my kid to that... NV..' so the only obvious difference was our race. AND HENCE> my next taut. 'WAH LAU INDIANS DO THAT IN INDIA LA>> must be'
using my well trained engineer analysis skills. Conclusion: ITS EDUCATION LA> the parents are monkey. so their kid became a monkey
C... racism came from lack of analysis skills
i toured the outerspace at
7:45 AM
__i've been whisked away by shuicai__

22 May 2008

ok.. i was messy..

The pictures...

The GL days-if continue to stay in hall.. i will be one of the last 4

i enjoy making my bed this way-with my comforter lump-ed up like a wrap

i also enjoyed being the filling for my lumpy comforter
The long weekend was my last weekend in hall...
ironically, i spent less time in hall this weekend than the previous ones.
To me.. the peak of my hall life was when i was in yr 1 going yr...
DnD, SP, GL... that was the best..
After that things start going downhill..
my friends started leaving hall...
they got terminated. they got evicted. they graduated.
theres reallie nth left in hall for me. i am kinda living pass my 'expiry date'
The photos that were pinned on the board were kinda dusty..probably highlighting the fact that i didnt live in hall often enough this semester.. i only stayed on weekends.. and doing the math.. its like onli 2/7 of the entire sem!
I will miss hall.. the hall with the old people..not that the new ppl ain nice..
its just...i think its my problem.. i din make the effort to interact with the freshies..
i played mj instead of joining the camp. too critical of them..
OK IT IS MY FAULT.. but its a senior-thing..
like the old seniors who felt that their time was better.. i felt that my time was better..AND my time was when i was in yr 1 going yr 2.. SUper over.
Whatever it is.. i will be keeen to help... if u guys need help k...BTW I don have black cloth already le...hahaa so try other colors k!
SP made my hall life suck. in a way..
btw the rec list has only 5 slots for sp k.. so if any of you reading this wanna noe why u din get on rec list... we tried..

Retro windows!

Some arty farty piece of wall

Theres this device called the companion.. which i hung ard my neck.. with headphones.. kinda electronic guide
Sc and me went to the Singapore Museum..
It was scary..
whahaha
haha but i enjoyed it..
The japanese hooker part was damn scary ..
seriously
there was the high pitch melancholic voice singing a opera like song in chinese..
red spot lights illuminating the pseudo room of the hooker..the antique queen size bed... and DAMN EERIE LA..
the companion kinda introduce the hooker.. and there was the interview with her..
another SUPER eerie one is the one with the kids' report card.. btw.. they were from SCGS..(oooo averrrrrilll) whahahah
that area was illuminated with red spotlights too! plus.. the backgrd music was..
twinkle twinkle little star...(children singing)
LIKE OMG la
no pictures.. i din dare stay long enuff to take pictures in those areas. PLUS my HP is new.. with 5 MEGAPIXEL LE! idon wanna throw away my fone if the picture happen to show more than wat i expected.
OK i went sentosa and east coast too..
my lap top is BURNING NOW>> i think its 70degreees..
i shall post that tmr or what..for photos.. check out my facebook k...IF you ain my fren on facebook.. ITS like OMG.. you are too free is it...how did u find my damn ULU blog...
hahaha
SC..I love you..the Holiday in SIngapore WAS damn FUN
i toured the outerspace at
7:55 PM
__i've been whisked away by shuicai__

17 May 2008
The last entry was ard 2 yrs ago..
so much has happened since then..
Attachment is kinda ending..
Final yr kinda starting
while reading the past posts..something struck me..
In the two yrs that passed...i dint blog anything.. SO if i lose my memory one day..
THATS IT...
two years ago.. me and jm were planning double-holiday...
its the same now.. with taipei and all.. but with different people
the watch that he gave me...GONE-missing-stolen
something remained-me and sc...gems...
Its my last 3 days in hall...probably that marks the end of a chapter in my life..
Hall life was my uni life.. so...next yr..prob won have anything interesting to blog about or ..
SURPRISE ME PLS>>let me have an interesting final year.
Distance
Physical distance, is it THAT detrimental to relationshipS?
sometimes, the lack of physical distance IS harmful to relationships.
Being near to each other... DOes that translate to BEing close to each other?
I find maintaining friendships a challenge...especially if the friendships do not change with changes in my life...
I wonder if more transitions in my life will lead to more friendships being lost...
i toured the outerspace at
12:21 AM
__i've been whisked away by shuicai__
